Today I am trying to focus long enough
to finish a paper I have to do for school. It is nearly done but I
can not focus. Today I am day dreaming about dragons. I think of my
childhood and stories I heard. I heard things about the sunset and
the sunrise. This is when the dragons came out to play. They lit the
sky up with fire as they danced through the clouds. This was their
time, far from the reach of greedy men. Just out of reach but still
with in sight, they tease and taunt our imagination.
Reason tells me what really makes the
sky change color, but there are days when it is better to see the
world through your childish eyes. It is a simpler thought process
that holds an innocence. There is so much darkness that bleeds into
our life as adults that we forget the bright visions we have as
children. I have seen the death and slaughter that men do on each
other, and it is because of this I have to see the castle in every
cardboard box. I have to dream of dragons to balance out my heart.
When is the last time you took time
from your day to make mud pies. While we lavish ourselves in
patterned and fashionable suits. We armor ourselves from those
positive thoughts we hold in our hearts. Those deep colored tweeds
turn that soft cool mud from the inviting side of fun, into something
we would rather not sully ourselves with. Our frown leaves lines on
our forehead as we hold back this inner child in a state of time out.
When we boil over and let that child
out of the corner the repressed dance leads to trouble, because our
inner child is ignored. This child has no discipline and is a brat
when allowed out, so we continue the cycle and put them back in the
corner. We raise that very beast we despise in the grocery store. You
know what I am talking about, that loud child screaming and throwing
a tantrum at the check out. That explosive cry for attention. Those
unruly children with no boundaries are what your inner child become
when you neglect it.
So dream of dragons, even if you know
the truth of a sunset. Play in the mud from time to time. Let the
dirt wash away the darker thoughts. Leave your house for a cardboard
castle, and feel the safety of its weathered walls. No weapon repeals
more monsters then the flashlight laser gun that sweeps under your
bed each night. From time to time a teddy bear in a bed can be a
fierce protector, keeping those dark passengers from hijacking your
dreams.
It is this child you hold in your heart
that keeps the old man from ruling your soul. The king without a
kingdom offers no solace to the traveling soul. We also learn to live
from that inner child, not passing judgment on people until they are
in need of it. A child does not see black or white. They do not see
Christian, or Pagan. They see everyone as either someone that will
give them food, or play with them. They see this until you prove them
wrong.
There is the wisdom of a child that is
to often ignored.
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