Acceptance. Not many letters in that
word, but there is a lot of weight. You see acceptance is the key to
life. People worry so much. We work ourselves up, and worry. What do
we worry about? We worry about how bad things might turn out. We
worry about all the things that could go wrong. You see acceptance is
the root of hope. If you understand the life is going to happen
regardless of your existence, then you find acceptance in this. In
that you find hope and reason to live. You find that the pleasures of
life are what we accept as pleasures. The joys in life is
understanding that things happen, and just because they happen do not
mean they happen to you, or even because of you.
In this there is freedom. You see
acceptance or existence gives you the freedom to be happy. It gives
you the right to be you. You are only responsible for your own
actions, and this includes your own reactions as well as your
actions. People do not piss you off, you let yourself get pissed off
because of them. In understanding this you understand your
responsibility to yourself to be free, and to understand your
responsibility to others around you. This is not a free pass to be a
child. It is understanding that your actions are your own actions,
and only your own actions effect you, but not all others can think in
those terms, so you will effect them.
By doing what you do, you share
knowledge. The knowledge you share can only be perceived and
interpreted with the tools that the perceived have. We are all
limited in our ability to understand the information the bombards us
each and everyday. You can not fully comprehend the world. If you
could you would be a God. We have limitations. Can you see or hear
the ultraviolet? That is just a physical perception, and that is the
easiest limitation to understand. So you must consider the tools of
others, and know that they are as limited as you are physically, and
may ore may not be as limited mentally. Some can grasp the concepts
of quantum mechanics, but they lack the skill set to gain a kiss with
meaning. We all have different skills, and many of us go through life
dreaming.
So wakey wakey hands off snakey ladies
and gentlemen. You are your deeds, not your words. You are
responsible for all that you are, and how you have let others effect
you. You are not a sex addict alcoholic that likes crack sprinkles on
their lard fed ice cream because of any person in your past. You are
who you are because you choose to be who you are, no other reason.
You have baggage because you do not want to lay it down, and the only
sin you have is knowing you are fucked up and not being willing to do
anything about it other than generate excuses. Nothing is anybodies
fault but your own, or at least allowing it to effect you as you let
it effect you.
Yes you can be physically detained and
held against your will, but you are only locked up out here. How you
react to it is entirely up to you. If you carry it with you afterward
it is because you are weak and wish to offer the freedom up on the
altar of blame. You are free to be happy. You are free from
conditioning. You are free to smile or cry. The choice is yours. You
are to blame for your own happiness.
To fucking easy. Now stop being a
douche.
So in this understand, if I am mad it is because I choose to be mad. If I smile it is because I want to smile. I am not the sum of other peoples deeds. I am me because of the person I know I want to be. I am my deeds. I am free to be. In that I am absolutely free. I love being me, and I intend to enjoy all the things life has to offer, even if it is not offered to me. I am going to let things happen, and decide how they are going to effect me. If you can't get that, not my fault. If I don't get it, then its my fault.
In one post, methinks you've just explained life! I LOVE your last paragraph. So well well said!!
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